Time ~

Yes. I have come to consciousness. I've decided what I want and I'll go for it. Just like what I should have been doing ever since.

Little by little I'll make a good grasp, for sure time and patience will work with me, if I seal this contract.

I am not going to let you press me. 'Cause this is not right. 'Cause this is not how it's supposed to be. I am not going to let you disrespect me. Shame on you that you did it once, but shame on me if I let you do it again.

I have been travelling in this same old spot just so you know. And I know how it feels to be invisible, to kneel down and beg and receive nothing, I know how it feels to be nothing at all.

Don't you dare, just don't you dare. I have never in my conscious life ever been that clumsy and careless. I do not deserve to be mistreated by anyone.

Til then I have decided. I am going to live! I am going to spend what I have. I am going to do what I want and go where I want and splurge with the time I have. I am going to live my life for me and I am going to make me happy with everything I see, everything I do, and everyone I spend my precious life with!

I have been working too hard for the future. A future I am not certain of. I cannot let this erase what I can enjoy at my present. Why did I even let it try.

There is more that I can offer. There is more that I can give. I can give you what your money cannot buy. I can make you feel better than life. But if all this does not suffice, then forgive me I cannot bother to waste any more time.

I am not going to let you reign because I am supposed to be my own queen. I've been a slave for some time now and I refuse to be sullied by you and your big air balloon. It is time for fairness. And fairness is going to start right here within me. It is time for balance. It is time that I give time to me.

Let all this take effect immediately. So mote it be.